haha. i dont care...last night i talked to sean for about an hour and a half.

i love talkin to him. hes so serious sometimes. then he cracks me up with alot of the things he says. hes a jokester, but hes so serious sometimes too. lol. confusing, yet amusing...

easy to love and trust. and ive come to know every side of him, so nuthing he says surprises me. unlike some ppl. lol. but yea. tomorrow is sweetest day, i have to be up at the church at 815 or 845 or sumthin, to go to trip to hell at about 930. so thats good times, get the shit scared out of me while i feel completely loved at the same time. hmmm. weird concept. lol. but owell.

anyways, ummm....idk what im doing today, Sean got a muscle cramp yesterday, or pulled a muscle or sumthin, so he said sumthin about not runnning today. if he doesnt have practice then ill prolly go over there. or have him come over...*shrug* idk yet. tom works till 10 tonight, mom of course works till 7. but sean may or may not b over b4 she gets home. idk. i have to make plans, but hopefully he does come over, last time i saw him was sunday. ughhhh. lol

so so love from my .

but its ok. golly geeeeee. haha. im quite bored. i need to go back to study hall and get my cd player from josh and brian, they are gonna fuck it up. lol. i was in there and brian took my pass and wrote "Medina" after my name (lol, his last name) i was like, ohh god. then he goes "hey amber im gonna come over later" i was like *shrug* w/e, but i might not be there. lol. (he lives like 2 mins away from me, on the other side of el park). but yea, he wont come over.....

then he told me i was beautiful, and i was like ahh shit, i haer enuff of that bullshit from sean and stuff, dont need to hear it from you. lol.

well im gonna go to study hall right fast, get my cd player, and come back here...(prolly go to sleep till bell rings lol we arent doin anything)

bye 4 now all *waves*
I Love You Sean Andre! lol